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I enter the Korridorium double-decker bus for the fourth time now. Its round trip through the German countryside leads to my small town once a month, and part of the service is that you register online or by phone, get picked up from home late in the evening, and get dropped off there again the next morning.
It’s similar to the shuttle buses for club nights in Berlin, except that here, the bus itself is the club. Every month the question you embark with on your nightly journey changes—and, of course, so does the route, continuously picking up different passengers along the way. Once all travelers are on board, the bus parks somewhere outside of town—at least that’s my impression from the first three trips. You can crack the windows open a bit to let in fresh air, but they are opaque, so I can only go by sound.
The first time, it could have been a highway overpass: driving noises from cars and trucks kept blending into the soft ambient sounds. The second time, I think I heard a river, although I don’t actually know of anything around here that babbles so cheerfully. That was the trip with the question, “What is dream (and where to, once I awake)?” I can’t remember reading it on the Korridorium blog, but thematically, it fits, of course.
On the third trip, I discovered that you can lounge on cushions in the back of the bus. That’s where the DJ sits all night long, illuminated only by the pale light of his laptop and the blinking LEDs of his gear. That’s also where the woman with the thermos sits down occasionally—the one who walks around the bus asking us travelers the question of the night and refilling our tea.
The music, the converted, almost completely darkened bus, and the question whispered over the loudspeakers again and again create a very peculiar and special atmosphere. I’ve tried telling friends about it. One listened, shaking his head, and at some point summarized: “So, a self-discovery trip!” I didn’t want to confirm or deny that. After all, I’m floating almost all night in the intermediate realm between sleep, dream, and intense thoughts. “But did you answer the questions?” he asked. Did I? Hard to say. The third one was “Where does consciousness take place (and what do I get out of it)?” and yes, somehow I found an answer. It was completely silent around the bus until a rich chorus of birdsong started up in the morning. Apparently, on the third trip, it was parked next to a patch of woods. And that’s when an answer came to me. Not really to this question, and I can’t really put the answer into words either—but an insight came to me that made a night of barely sleeping more than worthwhile.
Are there drugs? Sex? Is it a cult? My friends find the “mobile music meditation” suspicious, and they’re looking for the catch. Ultimately, what tips the scale is that none of them is willing to forgo their precious sleep.
So, I embarked on the nightly journey alone again. I nestle into my berth, enveloped by soft harmonies into which a voice whispers: “Where does sound lead (and into what resonance, silence)?” Strange questions, these, that let the Korridorium bus glide through the night. In my half-sleep, they take on a wild life of their own and provide me with valuable insights—just as, at night, things go on in my head that I previously had no inkling of.

